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Sunday, December 25, 2011

Dear Diary 12.25.11

Dear Diary,

       Since our last communication much has evolved. America has begun or is reinforcing it's religious persuasion. There seems to be an increased need to profess it's christian ethic. Television, radio, news commentary, everything and everyone is praising the rules of every sect of christianity. There is also a dis appreciation for any other  god fearing upbringing. Christmas music is everywhere, you can not turn on the radio or television without being bombarded with the indocrination chants. For some reason christians have a need to sell their beliefs to all. They want everyone to think the way they do, like stepford wives.

      It is really bothering me, here in America, there is no longer a separation of church and state, not that there really ever was, nor church from store, or radio or television. It is like George Orwell professed in the book 1984, big brother is everywhere. America is melting into a giant church and every other religion is fading into oblivion. The christians are taking over, showing force and professing that America is founded upon their faith and that their faith is what is the driving force.

     Like the witch hunts, and the crusades, there is a fever of furvor, fanaticism and frenzy reminiscent of the old movies showing the natives on the island dancing to the voodoo chants. These people are blinded by their beliefs and have no consideration for opposing or not even opposing points of view. They, like the extreme muslims seem positioned to leave no survivors. They both believe that they are so right they have the right to destroy anything that gets in their path. Thinking people beware. You are being killed by beliefs founded on more beliefs with no substance other than history to back them up. They are right because so and so said so, as per so and so.

     No one, no woman is willing to admit out loud , that the stories they are worshipping are written by me and are therefore subject to their primal rage to be the alpha male. It is in fact, a very bad situation. Before reason was the hope, there is no more reason. Blind fury is sweeping up the male population and sucking up the women too. The sides are being drawn. You are either, muslim or christian and everything in between will be wiped out with the enemy of either the christian or muslim. Who ever invented religion was brilliant. Control the masses with fear and you control the world.

    The age of enlightenment, the age of reason , the age of intellect is being wicked away with the flickering light of thought that is snuffed into the darkness. The feeding frenzy of fear is enveloping the world smothering any progress toward enlightenment, back to the dark ages. Thank you binney ladden et al for the new world of gray, the palor of sickness, the wreak of wrotting waste, the excrement of the bowels of fear, the wanton ignorance sweeping away every leaf of knowledge into the abyss of the galaxies of the unknown, the black holes that do not succor, the black holes that errode every matter of fact. Religious regrection of reality rights reason and reasonableness resulting rigid rigor rancid repulsion. All the years of progress falling into the blackness sinking into nothingness falling into the past to the gray cloud and the dark alley where no light enters. The muslim winter of the rest of our lives, the muslim christian winter of deafness dumbness and blindness.

    Sincerely sorry for all the bad news.
yours truly.
miceLLe

Sunday, December 18, 2011

IRAQ

          Where have all the soldiers gone...
What will happen next
Why did they leave
What will IRAQ do next
When will we see
Who will lead
Whose house is it any way
What does it all mean
When have all the soldiers gone...
Why have all the soldiers
 
We will see
 
IRAQ
IRAQ
IRAQ
will the country be able to cover its back
will the country be under attack
will the country be on the way back
 
shall the country grow
shall the country prosper
shall the people...
        live normal lives
        be free
        be safe
        begin.
 
Without America there
 will IRAQ
        be more than the Persia it once was
         aspire to democracy
          lead the mideast
           stand central and bridge the gap
            or fall on its back
              and discover much it lack
               or rise and grow
                to be best in show
                   to lead
                        to grow
                         to nuture
                           to educate
                                to liberate
                                    to free
                                      to see
                                         all and everything it could be.
Happy Birthday IRAQ
 
All alone, on its own, standing, walking, breathing and talking
   Bigger than life
          free from strife
               give them a chance
                  give them a life
                      let them sort it out
                         let them not fight it out
                            let them  be
                             more than animals we humans be
                                   fear, greed, ignorance, want
                                     leave their doorstep
                                        leave their table
                                             leave their country
                                                 leave them free
Happy Birthday IRAQ
wishing you the very best
and happiness.     

IOWA Republican Debate

          Yes, the candidates got together again to debate the ill and assets of the opposition and each other.
Was there little or anything new to be heard, perhaps, but it was not said. All the candidates espoused what they would accomplish if elected, and none gave an effective argument of their success.
           It remains to be seen, as they say.
           The first and foremost decision each American voter will use to select their choice for leader, is security. Ron Paul, Dr, Mr, and Congressman believes we are not in danger. Anyone who does not agree with him will move to one side of the room.
           The second decision for selection is abortion. The strongest pro life candidate is Mr Senator Santorum, even though Ms Congresswoman Bachman has plenty of her own and others. The other candidaes you must choose for yourself whether or not you believe their flip flop side straddle (I am not clear about  Governor Huntsman and his position except he has plenty of kids too.)
            Yes, Jobs count too! but the other two issues are what people are passionate about, pro and con.
Lots of men like to tell women what they can and can not do with their bodies and want it to stay that way, and will use any excuse to justify their control. Religion is a good one.
American dominance always is the covert motivator for aggression, the defense industry lobby is another good one.
Brain washing a populace when the people are afraid is emblematic of generations, nations, religions and elementary school teachers. A thinking people are a free people. Free time gives one the opportunity to ponder the validity of beliefs, and whether or not to adapt those thoughts either to the changing times or the changing limit of information.
             Therefore, it becomes obvious, that the voting population will choose the candidate that best voices the thoughts and choices of the individual. In other words, parrots what the voter is thinking, reading their mind, selling the story that the voter wants to buy. Even though, the voter knows in his or her heart, that the plan put forth by the candidate will in fact probably not be executed.
             If Mr Paul or Mr Perry get the majority vote they will reevaluate internation spending, but why do they say they will cut spending when they have not addressed the facts now. Like the old time stories, the black and white politicans of the silver screen of the nineteen thirties and forties, "I will clean up the town, and root out all the illegal (booze, prostitution, drugs etc). If foreign subsidies are withdrawn we will really see who our friends are, and in whose interest is that. How many corporations will be destroyed by that move, how many international companies, shareholders, workers, and families will be impacted - world wide chaos! worse than depression - anarchy- absurdity - That will never happen, no matter who is elected. So if you 'want to believe' that will be done, rub the lamp and cross your fingers it will not affect your job.
            Now SEX is another strong issue, reproduction is man's right, even if he can't afford to feed his issue. Notice I say, he, as opposed to they or she, because men believe that is their god given right, and their religion backs them up. Seventy virgins for a dead Muslim is a lot of -------! And their book of law makes it right. Christians too, or Catholics, because I am not particularily versed in the other 'branches' of christianity, are warned eternal damnation if they in any way reduce the potential of the Catholic population - is this a way to garner a majority, perhaps.
            So, the lines are drawn, choose one, kill the enemy before he kills you, or, ---- the women.
Those who neither feel strongly or weakly about either issue will go with the candidate that is selling the sales pitch of, "I can bring you the high paying job, or the blue collar job" depending upon where you believe you should be in the hierarchy of ecomomic population. Regardless of where the market is, or the demand. Computers win! Anything to do with the mechanical brain and how grandly it shall grow, is the way to go. But, then you will be replaced by the brain you built. Catch 22 or sudden death.
            If you believe the sales pitch, buy the candidate with your vote and hope that your wishes will be in the mainstream come election day.
            George H W Bush was elected when the nation was equally divided. If there are more security scared Americans who will, in your humble estimation, protect us. Will Mr Obama do the right thing for our safety, has he shown dilligence for our wellbeing, or has one of the runners for his seat shown more strength.
            And are you willing to risk the security of a nation to save an embryo or two or three.
Eeney meanie miney mo.
            There is no one individual who can protect our best interests, we can only place our bets on the one we believe who will surround the white house with and listen to great minds, and that is no guarantee that the right thing will be done or that we will be safe. Take responsibility for yourself and for your choice, be the educated consumer buying the government you believe, trust, wish and hope will be the right one to lead the people and then cross your fingers.  

Monday, December 12, 2011

Deep Breaths, this is a test

   Take a deeep breath
exhale slowly through the mouth
Be sure that the abdomen is expanding
 
Take another deep breath
again exhale slowly through the mouth
 
Now
Take a deep breath and hold it for a few seconds
and then exhale through the mouth
 
This exercise repeated
is supposed to help
it relieving fatigue, pain and depression.
 
If you do this regularily
and get relief
please let me know.
thank You.
 
 

Sunday, December 11, 2011

PETERSON KAHN FIGHT

    Did you happen to see the fight on December  11, 2011. If you did you know that the boxing world is up to it's old stuff.
 
    Peterson had lousy footwork and maybe should practice it. He also kept his head in Kahns face while pushing him into the ropes, AND gave Kahn a low blow.  Referee Cooper did not see any of it, and when Kahn was pushing Petersons head out of his face, the Ref took a point off, twice.
 
    Kahns form is more like a boxer, and they both fought using all their energy. A good performance by both men BUT Kahn lost the fight that was his. Fixed? Maybe? Fair?NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Look at the rerun. There is no way Peterson should have been declared the winner of the fight, and there is no way that Cooper should be a referee.
 
    Boxing is a very ugly job, putting your body in harm's way on purpose, defending yourself against an opponent who sometimes is not honorable, who sometimes is not ethical, who sometimes is much bigger, to test your skill of defense, eye hand foot coordination. The ultimate test of a true champion, hand to hand combat. Twelve three minute confrontations, sweat, blood, pain, scars, damage. Men and sometimes women challenging themselves to ignore fear and give everything they have, risk permanent damage to their mind or body to battle for a title, the best. And these young people give everything, all their resources to prove themselves, and all for naught.
 
    And yet there are no investigations, not outcry for injustice. Fixed, and if think it was not fixed, either by a prejudiced referee, or a bought referee, or bought judges, you believe in the tooth fairy.
 
    A good fight gone bad, by not being fair. And these young people comprimised, black and white, in front of our eyes, only now you can see the fight in color making the loss all the more dramatic. Will not someone come to their aid, will not the shining knight in armour ride to their rescue.

THE REPUBLICAN DEBATE ON ABC

The better way to watch that debate was to tape it and watch fifteen or twenty minutes after it started. The commercials made the debate seem moot, more commercials than questions.
 
The best line was from Ron Paul, when asked what if anything he had learned from some of the other candidates , he said persistence - never give up on the opposition - if you state your case they will come your way, (regarding Mr Perry)
 
The debates are becoming tiresome, they keep saying the same thing the same way, repeating themselves like parrots. Mr Romney still looks sterile, not a wrinkle or a ruffle out of place, someone said he was like Ken (of Barbie & Ken)
 
Mr Gingrich at 68, today looked a bit tired, perhaps he was bored with the same questions.
 
Mr Perry today was clearer, his brain was connected to his mouth and he held his own.
 
Mr Huntsman was not there.
 
Mr Santorum was more engaged and had equal time to speak, even though again, Romney and Gingrich got more time than the others.
 
Ms Bachman said she was 55 and has been working for fifty years?
 
Foreign policy, the middle class, healthcare, taxes, child labor, immigration, values and truth were all covered.
 
It is interesting that none of them had a new routine, all performers change their act to enable them to engage their audience, these people don't know that, or don't care.
 
It appears to me today, that none of them will beat Mr Obama. None of them have presented anything (except Mr Paul, and his foreign policy views are so radical to isolationism that they seem a bit foolish for the twenty first century) that could woo a Democrat. or an independent.
 
There is no real plan, nothing concrete from any of them. I know they say alot, well, maybe Mr Perry with his novel idea cutting congress' salary in half and have them  work six months at home doing something else.
 
Only the unemployed will turn the tide of this election, whom they choose will be the deciding factor, if they vote.
 
Mr Gingrich was challenged with his three marriages by the question of whether or not fidelity in marriage should be a deciding factor in choosing a leader. He said, truth counts(not his words)
 
It was a more engaging debate, and less interesting coming down to choosing the least of the evils.
Good luck to us.

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

SELF

HELLO SELF
ALL ALONE
NO ONE ELSE THERE
NOR HERE
 
ALL ALONE SELF
KEEPING SELF COMPANY
THE DAYS GO BYE
DRIFTING WITH THE SKY
 
TIME AGAIN PASSES
THE SELF
A LITTLE MORE SHOWING TODAY
EVERY DAY A LITTLE MORE SHOWING
 
WAS ALWAYS THERE
LIVING SOMETIME IN FEAR
WILL THEY LIKE ME
WILL I MAKE THE GRADE
AM I WORTHY
WHERE IS THE SAFE PLACE
WHERE FORE I SHALL STAY
HOME
HEARTH
HEAVEN
WONDERING AGAIN
 
HELLO SELF
HOW ARE YOU
HAVE YOU FOUND YOUR HOME
HAVE YOU FOUND THE PLACE
TO HANG YOUR HAT
SELF
IS THAT YOU
THE REAL YOU
THE ONE WHO YOU ARE
OR THE ONE THEY WANT YOU TO BE
 
SELF
THE ONE TRUE TO ME
THE ONE THAT GIVES ME PEACE
THE ONE
 
WITHOUT THE ILLUSIONS
WITHOUT THE DELUSIONS
SELF
AT PEACE
 
SELF
WITH ME
ALONE WITH ME
COMFORTABLE
WITH ME
 
HAPPY WITH SELF
THE YOU
THE ME
THE ONLY ONE HERE
WITH THE SELF AND ME
 
CELEBRATE TODAY
CELEBRATE ME
CELEBRATE SELF
CELEBRATE
 
THE LONG ROAD IS TRAVELLED
THE ROAD IS CLEAR
THE SELF IS NEAR
 
THERE IS NOWHERE ELSE TO GO
TO GET TO HERE
 
JUST YOU
JUST ME
JUST US
JUST SELF
AT HOME
AT PEACE
AT WE
WHO WE SEE
JUST YOU
JUST ME
JUST SELF
 
IT IS AS IT SHOULD BE
COMFORTABLE WITH ME
COMFORTABLE WITH SELF
AT HOME
AT PEACE
IN THE PLACE
WHERE EVER WE HAPPEN TO BE.

Saturday, December 3, 2011

We, Americans

America is losing
We believe now that it is ok to deny someone their rights
because they do something that harms us
 
 
We, America, have no problem giving the military the right to keep persons
in prisions without trials
 
We, America
preach freedom to the world
but do not afford the enemy the introduction to the rights of the free
 
We, America
think our nation is better than any and every other
but we errode the beauty of the nation
by living the double standard
 
We, America
are forgetting the beauty of freedom
 
We, America
are so afraid
we are not thinking
We are cheating ourselves of the honesty and integrity of the system
 
Because we are not following the letter of the law
in regards to terrorists, we are shrinking
becoming as small as the enemy
Our high ideals are no more
 
Interrogation takes the place of torture
It is so important for us to know what the enemy is doing
WE ARE BECOMING THE ENEMY
ask John McCain
the man in America most noted for surviving the cruelty of the enemy
 
When you take away the humanity
we become animals
and are governed by animals
who think nothing of being cruel
in the name of America
 
We are being governed by those
who believe killing the enemy is far more beneficial
the having the enemy brought before a trial of his peers
Peers in this sense is a person who thinks
whether or not he thinks like the enemy
whether or not he has lived with the enemy
 
We have become "THE LORD OF THE FLIES"
BECAUSE WE ARE AFRAID
 
We, America
are afraid to test our laws on the enemy
we are afraid the enemy will win
 
THE ENEMY HAS ALREADY WON
WE HAVE GIVEN UP THE RULE OF LAW OF THE LAND
WE ARE ALLOWING THE JUSTIFICATION OF FEAR
TO RULE THE LAND
RIGHTS ARE
WHAT WE ALL WANT
RIGHTS ARE
WHAT WE AMERICANS ARE SO PROUD OF
RIGHTS ARE
WHAT GIVES A FREE NATION
HARMONY
 
WITHOUT RIGHTS
WE ARE DOOMED TO THE DUNGEONS
OF THE PAST
WE ARE CLIMBING BACK INTO THE DARK AGES
THE TIME OF IGNORANCE AND WANT
WE ARE DEPRESSING FREEDOM
WE ARE REMOVING RIGHTS
ONE AT A TIME
SO IT APPEARS PAINLESS TO THE POPULATION
 
KILL THE ENEMY
MILITARY RULES
WE ARE PREPARING FOR WAR
WE ARE PREPARING FOR THE TIME OF DESTRUCTION
WE ARE PREPARING FOR A LONG AND DIFFICULT
DEPRESSION
WE ARE PREPARING FOR THE WHOLESALE SLAUGHTER
IT IS OUR TURN
 
NATION UPON NATION HAS RECOILED
SWORDS ARE DRAWN
 
THE ILLUSION OF DIPLOMACY IS
SWAYING AMERICANS INTO BELIVING
 
BEING POOR
HAVING NOTHING
WANTING NOTHING
DOING NOTHING
 
IS ALL OK
AS LONG AS WE KILL THE ENEMY
 
BAD HABITS
DISREGARD
SLOPPY
 
If we, America, choose to deny any human being
the rights we so strongly fight for
we are hypocrites
 
If we, America, choose to call someone an enemy
and deny them the full measure of our democracy
we are cheating ourselves
because
we thus, do not see, our legal system at work
we do not get to see the American Constitution at work
 
How can we, Americans
believe so strongly in our Constitution
fail to test it in the court of the world
 
Why do we not show the world our laws at work
We, America, say, we want other nations to
become democratic
Yet, we hide our democracy behind the cloak of
fear
FOOLS, we Americans, we cower in the face of the enemy
We cheat ourselves
We short change the fathers of our democracy
We fail the test of being true Americans
WE FAIL
being humans
we succeed in being animals
reacting instead of thinking,
reasoning and breathing our laws
 
WE, Americans,
are sliding down the slippery slope
into the chasm
of gray
the dingy world
of the dead
the chained, whipped, beaten, starved, scarred, and scared
we are cloaked in the life of the dead
we are sheltered in the world of deceit and distrust
we are covered cruelty
and this we say
is to keep us safe
Safe from the enemy we have become
GOD BLESS AMERICA
so We, Americans, can violate everything she stands for,
motherhood and apple pie,
here's mud in your eye
if you still have one. 
 
America is losing